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For a while, this blog has been my outlet when tilt has gotten the best of me. I can say that I think the problem is inside my head and if I just move on and don't think about it too much, granted that I have a bankroll and an edge, I'll be fine. I don't want to post anymore about my beats or the negative aspects of this game because "sometimes you win, sometimes you lose, and sometimes it rains." I have to admit that in this blind journey thus far, I'm not finding what I seeked so much of in the first place, but it's leading towards possession of what I have sought in the wrong place. The game has been here long before I have, and will continue to be here long after I'm gone, I'm just humbled and thankful to have an opportunity that many don't have. As long as I have an edge, I'll be fine. I'll ocasionally blog on reflections of the journey, but I don't feel as though I have to blog about every session of tilt anymore because I've matured to just playing the game through it all. There is nothing to get angry about, just things to learn to make a better decision the next hand. I've also decided I'ld like to go for supernova elite next year simply because I can. The monetary rewards behind it are nice, but I want to show how I'm a great grinder. It's a challenge that I want to conquer. As long as I remember to manage the bankroll and maintain an edge, I think I just might make it. The next update will probably be NFL season, because the emotional aspects of that game might require an outlet, but I think I've finally just become enlightened about tilt to where I can deal with it without an outlet for the frustration.